The judge and lawyer on my case is trying to bury my case?

This judge said he would give me life in prison if I came to his court again. the first case was buried by my first lawyer whom only wanted money no one cared about my innocents. Know this lawyer is doing the same thing she only want me to sign a plead agreement . This has happen to me before.I have been beaten by my arresting officer, and when I tried to report this to internal affairs, the detective (R.Martinez) decided to up my charges on my case to a b felony. Now this judge and prosecutor are trying to take away my livelihood. I have made a decision no one will ever take my life from me, I will commit succide first. No one will take my life not even a judge that had an affair with my attorney. I will take it no one else,.I have been abused by the Lake county Crown Point ,Indiana system before they only throw black males and give them more time in prison than any other race. This is a know fact in the state of Indiana. This state is ran by the KKK and neo nazi.